Reconnaissance with God

I spend the majority of my TV time watching TBN, the Trinity Broadcasting Network. It is helping to stay grounded in truth. I get ideas sometimes, like starting a ministry or some sort of nonprofit organization to help some underpriviledged underdog. And writing could be incorporated into that. Why not start a ministry in disguise, piggyback on an existing organization and do a ministry while volunteering. Just make God present throughout to ensure success. Why not do that at work? Work on exaulting God at work and manifesting His Glory? I hear the Devil saying "Yeah, right! How could I be a preacher of the Word?" I want to be a prophetess, a hearer and repeater of the Word. But first, I need to know what is the Word of God. The more time I spend that I am not reading the Bible, the longer it will take for me to prophesy. Just like the longer it takes me to get back on the elliptical, the longer it will take for me to get into shape. Come on, we've already had this conversation. I know you recall because I do. So cut the crap and get to starting it again, even if only for 1 minute. Remember sitting on the reumbent bike and thinking, I could never get on that thing, but then when you finally got on the elliptical, you couldn't even see far enough to those bikes. During the time of me going to the gym, I was the happiest and healthiest of my life, and at the same time. I was a fairly vegetarian, eating lots of steamed veggies and salads with an attitude, lip curled, all but rolling my eyes and sucking my teeth. I need to live freely, like I am in my own space and no one is watching or listening to me. Thank You God for bringing me here on my own, showing me that I can not only stand, but stand tall and firmly. Bed time.